81 - Stage 3

[perfectsymmetry]

[Crowe pulled out the phone from the wall to keep him from spilling his secrets like the rest of the town. He was *full* of them, and he doesn't want them getting out, thanks.

And yet, he wanted to tell someone. He needed to talk to someone. So many people have told him he keeps things too bottled up, that he should talk about his problems...

No! He can't. He just can't. Something weird was going on. Hol got on the phone and told everyone he was a communist. It didn't make sense.

Housemates will find Crowe pacing about his room, a familiar worried expression on his face. He'll get stir-crazy after a bit, and head outside. But instead if usual warm greetings, Crowe will be trying to avoid everyone. Of curse, that won't stop people from trying to approach him, and he's too polite to turn anyone away harshly...

For the rest of the day, he'll be hiding high up in a tree at the park. And there he will stay for as long as he can.]

Comments

[jaws5sonofjaws.livejournal.com]

Uh what?

[perfektsymmetry.livejournal.com]

I-I don't want to get on the phones o-or talk to people or otherwise I might say things I wish not to say.

[jaws5sonofjaws.livejournal.com]

Dude come on you can talk to me. I won't hold anything against you.

[perfektsymmetry.livejournal.com]

N-No, please, I-I don't want to tell people a-about how depressed I am here or-- [Hands over mouth oh god no]

[jaws5sonofjaws.livejournal.com]

Aw dude. If youre feeling depressed then let me help. And dont worry bout the secrets Ill try to ignore them

[perfektsymmetry.livejournal.com]

I'm afraid there's not much you o-or anyone else can do to help, Mart. It's this place. It's too much a-and I've been here too long, a-and coping with it gets harder and harder every day.

[jaws5sonofjaws.livejournal.com]

Look man we all want to go home. Seriously. But this aint gonna help no one. Not even yourself.

[perfektsymmetry.livejournal.com]

I-I know, but i-it's hard to just be here day after day w-waiting for bad things to happen o-or for your friends to be hurt or killed, or w-watching them get droned a-and then being dragged back only to forget who you a-are, i-it's not like there's e-ever anything to l-look forward to a-and merda I really wish I-I didn't stammer so much a-all the damn time.

[jaws5sonofjaws.livejournal.com]

Dude.

I know this shit sucks.

Seriously, I do.

But you can't cave in like this, it's just what those bastards probably want you to do!

[perfektsymmetry.livejournal.com]

I know, I know, I've said the same t-to other people but they're long gone now, droned s-so they don't have to put up with this stuff while I've been going through it for all these months now, a-and each thing they seem to do gets worse--