[He smiles a bit.] Some people need those bonds though. I... I often think about something someone once told me here. He told me to not to get too close to people here. That people get hurt, or droned for good, and it just mkes things more difficult.
Of course, the person who told me that, I looked up to greatly, and is now droned for what seems for good. [He tries to cover his wistful look by shaking his head and chuckling. Oh the irony.]
But I know... I-I know there's a lot of people here I'd miss when we leave. Or those who've been droned or sent home that I miss. It hurts, but it's the nature of Mayfield. And myself, I guess. I never had many friends, and I can't seem to just keep myself locked away from everyone here...
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Date: 2010-11-01 05:15 pm (UTC)Of course, the person who told me that, I looked up to greatly, and is now droned for what seems for good. [He tries to cover his wistful look by shaking his head and chuckling. Oh the irony.]
But I know... I-I know there's a lot of people here I'd miss when we leave. Or those who've been droned or sent home that I miss. It hurts, but it's the nature of Mayfield. And myself, I guess. I never had many friends, and I can't seem to just keep myself locked away from everyone here...